Even though I haven't posted on here for a year and a half and probably won't again for a very long time I just have to make a post now. I have all these feelings of irritation and anxiety right now and just need to rant about it. Facebook and twitter just aren't the right places for such a post.
Okay, first the irritations:
Right now I'm in Life Skills and the kid who sits beside me I just can't even handle. I won't go in to the details because I don't want to sound mean but he is so strange and has irritated me since the beginning of the semester. I just can't.
Then there is the class song nominations and just the music choices of others in general. I would like the song that is played at graduation to sound decent and actually pertain to the situation. However some people are nominating fun. songs (I have a deep hatred for fun.). People are entitled to their opinions and I understand that, that's not my problem. I can't stand the sound of the lead singer of fun.'s voice, and it seems that people who "enjoy" fun. don't exactly think his voice is great either. Why then would you listen to and even nominate any of their songs for graduation? Choose someone who doesn't have an irritating voice. If you like the songs but not the singer listen to covers, sing it yourself, or anything but listen to their voice! I just don't understand.
Now the anxieties:
I still haven't started on my graduation speech, graduation is next week. I just have no idea what I'm suppose to say and what's expected. And assuming I get it written in time, I am also so extremely stressed about giving the speech. I HATE public speaking and it doesn't help that the entire gym will be full. I've never spoke in front of a crowd larger than 30 and even then I was a nervous wreck. So afraid.
I also feel everything is moving way too fast. I don't feel like I have time to prepare myself for anything; the speech, graduation, moving, getting a job, everything. My anxiety levels are beyond ridiculous and I don't know what to do. I won't even get into my stresses about college and not getting any scholarships.
Even though no one will most likely read this I apologize for how long this post is. I just had a lot of built up feelings I had to get out. I feel a little better now.
Days until graduation: 10
Stop the hate, don't discriminate
